So last night I did not get much sleep with so much on my mind - at work we have been told that they are restructuring the back office and two of us will be affected by all the changes. So they may offer us other jobs within the branch which is not really something I want to do . So lay there until after 1.20 am just thinking of all the cenarios I am so sick and tired of going through this every other month !!!!Have been sending out my CV for vacancies in the newspapers but nothing so far. Hubby came home with such a headache so dosed him with a migraine pack and off to bed he went.I tried to watch some TV but my mind was way to busy ..... amazing of all the shit you can think of when you are trying to get some sleep. Mother's day on Sunday and thinking if I will ever have the pleasure of experiencing that miracle.
FROM MY LIPS TO GODS EARS :
Thank you, Lord for all the blessings in my life.
Help me to remember them as I face the challenges of infertility.
I pray that I can surrender myself into your hands.
Let me accept the reality of this situation and have the wisdom and courage to take action where I can.
Strengthen my body, mind and spirit to endure the trials of infertility.
Keep me ever mindful of the needs of others and grant us your peace
God please help me not to become bitter
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