So irritated today again at work just had enough of work can't stand all these moody women. Wish I could work from home .... Oh that would be so great. Asked my support group if anyone also felt so blue around Mothersday and the responses were so enlightning. Okay so it is normal to feel the way I do and I am not alone in my thoughts. I do not know what I would do without these ladies. Their support, advice and insight has on many days just got me through the day. I has such a vivid dream on Tuesday night - we were ( all the IF buddies ) in this big auditorium listening to a speaker and when it was all over we were all standing up and guess what we were all pregnant with these big swollen tummies !!! What a great dream !

If I had one wish that would be it - to wave a magic wand and to make all my IF buddies pregnant.

When you feel God is rubbing you
against rocks,
Don't think that he'll run you down to dust ....
Its just His way of polishing a GEM!!!

FROM MY LIPS TO GOD'S EARS :God please help me and my IF buddies survive Mother's Day , make us strong and help us through all the sad thoughts.