Never let yesterday's disappointments overshadow Tomorrow's dreams....

I am going to make an effort to try stay positive this week ... Mother's day was okay just kept on wondering if I will ever be called a mommy ???? Had luch with DH parents at Amber Valley the dining hall was full of families with joung kids - so sad to think that we may never have that. Yes I have so much to be grateful for - a warm bed to sleep in , a full tummy a great family and husband but my heart still longs for that one thing that I just cannot get ... a baby in my arms. We have decided to wait 3 months before trying another IVF so we will only be seeing the FS in middle July or Aug - that gives my body a chance to recover from all the meds and for us to try get the money together for another IVF. I sometime's feel so guilty - this is all my fault if I think of all the money we have spent to correct something that is cause by my body ... but like my DH says we all have problems so I will try keep that in mind.

FROM MY LIPS TO GOD'S EARS : Thanks so very much for everything You do for me every day , please help me deal with all the dissapointment and failure in my life.