Feeling sad today cause one of my IF buddies also got a BFN with her first IVF so sad... then I read the e-mail above and felt a bit better - only a bit cause really what is the point in getting positive cause I only get dissapointed. Was so positive during my first IVF and look where that got me. Was having a conversation with Hubby last night asking him why our lives have to be so complicated - and yes I know some people have it much worse but really.... just once can we just ask for something and get it without all the drama and complications. Someone once said to me that God sends us pain to make us stronger - so my prayer today is
GOD - PLEASE DON'T SEND ME ANY MORE PAIN I CANNOT COPE WITH IT - IT WILL BREAK ME
The biggest question we always ask ourselves throughout this journey is a plain and simple WHY. If only we had the answer.
ReplyDeleteI am not an overly religious person - but the words in the picture above touched me - especially the last line.
xxChopper1